Anticipation

Alright, so I promised another blog in the month of February and I am keeping it. Though I don't really know how many are even following my blog anyway. If only there was a way to let me know, like writing comment/critiques. So, if you are reading it, do leave a comment, you lazy asses.

Anticipation, something we undergo on a regular basis. Some of them are little things and some are big ones, like an up coming interview or game(for athletes) or a date or a presentation or an audition(for actors and actresses) etc. You make all the preparations, study well for the interview, practice hard for the game, groom yourself for the date etc. As the moment starts closing in, the nerves come in, a lot of things run through your mind, like what will happen, you start ANTICIPATING, what if this happens, what if that happens, etc and when the big day finally arrives you could even break a sweat on a 20 degree weather.

After the event begins, it can go two ways (1) the nerves could continue, your mind could still be thinking a lot and everything could go south or (2) you stop thinking, fall in sync, enter into a zone, nothing except the task at hand matters, you perform better than you knew you can and everything goes better than you anticipated. If it goes the first way, well there ain't much you can do but suffer through it. But if it goes the later way, hmmmm, its such an amazing feeling, you can't put it in words. After the event is over, then you think about it, you run it over and over again in your head, thinking about the great answers you gave, the perfect plays you made, how charming you were, how well you demonstrated etc.

At the end...........

huh, I dont know how to end this blog. I am a little lost. That's how I have been off late.

Never mind, I dont know why I wrote it. I dont know why I am posting it. Anyway it's not like a lot of are reading right? or are you??? /:)....... Lemme know :D