Choices

Life is full of them.Somtime its good to have them and most of time its not, or it just me that i am not able to make good out of them. Having Choices is one hell of a responsibility.Some of you may think i am reading your mind while you go through the following blog, some of you may think i am too imatured to write something like this.
Choice is like having a Right, Because as along with every right comes a duty, along with every Choice comes a responsibility.I choosing between something would be so difficult untill i had total freedom.Untill very recently(3-4 years ago) most of the decisions for me were made by my parents.Though some of the decisions were against my will, i had to follow them, as you know with the whole respeting parents and stuff.But lately, it has been the case that i have to make my own deicions and choose between the various possibilities like...... Should i go for a PhD (which is not so easy) as a step towards acheiving my childhood dream of being an Astronaut or should i take up a Job and lead a simple life while serving the people around me in the way in can.I so wanna be an Astronaut ever since i was what 10, but then i think....how much good can i do to the world being an Astronaut. And then comes the Love life..... should follow what my heart says..... i.e. not to get over someone whom i truely love....... or should i be practical and try and get over her.... find someone else (like thats gonna be easy) and go out with her or marry her or whatever and hurt her feelings bcos i cant love her more than the one i love now........
Some real tuff choices to make haan??......
Anyways this is something which has been runnig in my mind for quite a while now...... just wanted to get it out.... if not to a person.... i thought why not on a blog.... anyways i am not gonna advertise it... so i hope no one reads it....